Re-establishing my magical practice now that I’ve moved back to Kansas City has proven a greater challenge than I had anticipated. I’m managing to keep up my Esbats, but only barely. I have failed to resume making regular offerings to my familiar spirits, and the gods… well, since Aradia also had a Dionysus statue, the idol I’d kept in Indiana was only unpacked tonight. I have still not completed the masks the Witchmother instructed me to make, nor have I made any progress on the ceremonial witchcraft book I had once delusionally believed I would complete over winter break.<\/p>\n
Part of the problem, I think, is the degree to which my magical practice has come to differ from Aradia’s. While she has found some use from the Orphic and Picatrix hymns to the planets, the Stele of Jeu is not at all to her taste. Meanwhile, I have (very much to my detriment, mind) fallen out of practicing the sort of visionary work that remains central to her practice, and she has picked up a bit of the Hoodoo that’s going around Kansas City circles these days (a Catholic upbringing and a better grounding in Chaos magic paradigm-shifting make that much easier a leap for her than it is to me). And the people we used to do Sabbats with are … not really practicing with us any more; we seem to be drifting apart.<\/p>\n
Further, especially since we’re not practicing together like we used to, I feel really awkward practicing magic in a house where someone is not participating. <\/p>\n
Of course, since we’re not doing magic the place isn’t really tuned to magic, and there’s more … resistance when we do do things.<\/p>\n
This is all just whining, of course. The solution is clear and simple. <\/p>\n
Resume the visionary work, keep at the planets, keep at the moons, and fucking DO MAGIC.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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